Midnight Madness

Midnight approaches and I've just done three posts about Scott. What a rough two weeks this has been on all of us, I just feel emotionally wrung out and hung up to dry. I feel like crap.

I talked to my sister in law today and my brother, for whatever reason, evidently had not given her a lot of details of Scott's condition, so I caught her up. I also called my Dad who I deliberately did not tell that Scott was hospitalized because with his condition steadily declining I did not want him fixating on that and worrying. He is not doing well at all, even with the oxygen he is getting out of breath just going across the room at his small apartment and he sounded winded just trying to have a normal conversation.

It just seems like everything has turned to crap since the divorce. I hate when I feel like this, perhaps some sleep will put me in a better frame of mind for tomorrow.

Thanks for 'listening', at least 'talking' about it when I feel this way helps a little bit.